IT’S NOT PARANOIA IF THEY’RE REALLY OUT TO GET YOU
Swallowing was difficult, if not impossible. His whole mouth was dry and the bile still threatened, stinging him from the inside out. Perhaps it wasn’t really the bile at all, perhaps it was the fear. Fear was such a foreign concept to Loki. Not that he hadn’t felt it before, but the last time had been when his kids were taken and it had been such a terrible emotion that he had spent several years trying to burn the memory of it from his brain. Now, in this terrifying moment, the fear was a raw and powerful reminder of just how debilitating it could truly be.
He wanted, more the anything, to curl up into nothingness. He wanted to hold Jesse close to him, tell him it was going to be all right. He wanted to reach his hand right through his phone and wring the woman on the other end’s neck. There were a lot of things he wanted to do, and yet all he could do was stand there, his whole body shaking in terror, listening to Jesse’s screams die out on the other side, the coo in the woman’s voice, struggling to shove aside the terrible images that wormed their way into his head. Images of how Jesse looked right then and there. Images of what they had just done to him, of how beat and bruised and bloodied he was. How fried. They stuck to the walls of his head so even when he closed his eyes they stood, starkly contrasted against the black, only forcing more tears out in their wake.
You can’t beg. She’s trying to find weak points. You have to play her little game if you want to save him.
Keir was already gone, quick as he had arrived. There was determination in his step, then, an indication of him making a move. They’d already summoned the entire council to the house and both Arlo and Siafi had a way with electronics that rivaled many humans’ skills. Perhaps they could track the call. And if they couldn’t, birds were looking everywhere. They would find him. Jesse would be okay.
Steeling himself against the emotion that threatened to choke him up, Loki heaved a shaky inhale and spoke in as tough a voice as he could muster, “Who are you and what do you want?”
Play the game like you would with Talon. Remain steps ahead, always. It’s the only thing that will save him in the end. Emotion is a vulnerability and they’ll hurt him to hurt you. Don’t let them hurt him anymore.
One blood-red nail tapped against the receiver, a cruel grin pressed to the flat surface of the phone. The laboured breathing of the gunslinger was all that broke the quiet that proceeded Loki’s question as Shanta listened to the impatience, the desperation, smirking at the tremor that wavered Loki’s voice before he could correct it. Humour laced her next words with an unkind laughter presenting it, ‘I suspect you already know the answer to that.’ She spoke, circulating around McCree as she did. ‘With your particular…talents, Loki, you have stirred quite a lot of interest - and your darling here is just a welcome boon. We’ve been tracking him for months—and now we have him, all thanks to you.’
Some scuffling transmitted through the phone, and what rasped murmur that could be faintly heard was shortened with a stifled grunt as long nails glided over the scarring of McCree’s skin to coil around into a constrictive hold around his neck. His eyes widened some, watery with fear, as Jesse glared helplessly up at her frightened at whatever horrors she was contemplating.
The gunslinger squirmed weakly against the pressure building around his windpipe, wincing some at the painful throb in his head in response as he struggled to form the cries of help that screamed in his mind against that choking hold.
‘You, however, have proven to be a bit more difficult to target—not with your servants debilitating our efforts. And to us, you are far more valuable than this old soldier, regardless of his upgrades. So, I have a proposition for you, one you can not afford to refuse.’ She paused for added effect, using the silence to convey just how serious she was as she tightened her hold against the whimpers that escaped McCree’s lips.
‘Ngh–Lo-ki–don’t–!!’
‘Come here as you are, without those pests of yours, and I shall negotiate the terms of Jesse’s release. That is, if you think his life his worth more than your freedom. But I am warning you, Loki. Try anything, and you will never see him again.’ The jarring, cheery humour had left her voice, replaced now by a chilling bite to her threats. ‘Our location for the meeting will be transmitted to your cell if you agree to my terms. You have exactly twelve hours to comply and arrive before we disappear. Our fortifications are impenetrable without coded access. Any resistance from you will be paid in kind on Jesse. He can be dead within a few minutes by a simple flick of a switch. Therefore it is up to you, to keep him alive, so do not try to stage the rescue. I’m sure you’ve already got your birds out looking for your sweetheart. Do I make myself clear?’
Speak freely.
The Gunslinger’s Profile
GENERAL
Full Name: Jesse J. McCree
Alias: McCree,
Jesse, Deadeye (uncommon)
Age: 37
D.O.B: N/A
Hometown: Santa Fe, New Mexico, USA
Occupation: Vigilante. Has a small number of undisclosed benefactors for all his ‘good deeds’.
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
PHYSICAL
Faceclaim: Santiago Cabrera
Height: 6ft1
Weight: Around 86kg
Eyes: Deep brown flecked with honey
Hair: Dark brown, thick and unruly at around medium length
Skin: Sun-kissed brown
Scars: The deepest ones are gathered around his bicep where the prosthetic meets flesh, and the other imperfections mark his shoulders, abs and chest. He also has distinctive rope burns around his neck.
Distinguishing features: His prosthetic left arm
Attire: Commonly dons the Stetson, serape, spurs, chaps and boots, though also prefers to wear leather and a simple button-down shirt rolled up at the elbows and tucked into his form-fitting jeans.
The Gunslinger's Personality
Independent, wayward and considered to be a 'loose canon' by some, McCree’s outward presence is both amicable, yet guarded. Though McCree is quick to bear a smile, his common attitude is outwardly austere, collected and intimidating to the point where people will generally avoid approaching him. It’s more out of habit than apparent displeasure of being addressed - he has learnt to adapt this behaviour as a means of protecting himself. Likewise his own severe judgement on himself can at times reflect upon the way he perceives another.
In retrospect, McCree possesses an indomitable will that is rarely shaken despite deeply regretting his past actions. McCree will not hesitate in voicing his opinion freely (which at times is just shy of being obnoxious), although he is clever, and will not show his cards until the opportune moment arises before him.
McCree is a restless soul that is displeased with his current circumstances and constantly pursues change. Despite temptations, McCree tends to abstain from retreating back into old habits out of comfort as he considers this dangerous and is constantly searching for difficult and at times confrontational scenarios in order to better himself.
The Gunslinger Fancies
McCree is bisexual and monogamous though prefers to keep things casual. He is drawn to a person's vigor and independence than their physical appearance alone as it mirror's his own. It is easy for McCree to fancy another, though he will generally not pursue them unless their intentions are absolutely clear. McCree enjoys a casual hook-up, although he does not always reciprocate another's advances if he deems them becoming too involved.
Despite his flirtatious nature, McCree is quite specific with who he sleeps with, and never allows a passing flirtation to develop into something more serious due to his current circumstance.
The Gunslinger and Intimacy
Given his exposure to the Deadlock Gang and recruitment into Blackwatch thereafter, McCree's own attitude towards relationships has deviated from the traditional outlook. To many, an intimate, sexual and/or romantic relationship with another or persons that is bred from love and devotion is what people seek in their lives. For McCree, it is not this desire to love another and ‘be one’ with another that motivates him to initiate relationships with others, but something else that closely resembles this intimacy.
It is friendship: the mutual appreciation and respect for one another through firm bonds by trusting them entirely and disclosing vulnerabilities. This is what McCree believes is important. McCree relies on these connections as he considers them the closest resemblance to a 'family' that he never had the privelege of having. Although many miscomprehend McCree as being open, he is in fact quite secretive and is unwilling to disclose anything truly personal about himself, which can cause quite a strain on developing relationships.
Therefore, as to not waste his time nor another’s, McCree doesn’t commonly enter into serious relationships, sexual or otherwise. Not that such a thing is impossible to achieve, it just takes patience and dedication on both sides for it to work.
The Gunslinger and Keeping the Peace
Appropriately named the 'Peacekeeper', McCree will rarely have his trusty revolver out of arm's reach. However he will often leave it concealed on his person, as McCree is well-aware of the sort of company a 60 Million dollar bounty attracts.
McCree is understandably discreet with his identity, and will adopt a number of different aliases in order to throw those in pursuit off his trail. He is an excellent judgement of character because of this, and although he may deem someone untrustworthy right off the bat, McCree will not readily act on his suspicions until he believes the outcome will be in his favour.
The Gunslinger Reminisces
Despite the popular miscomprehension, McCree had very few friends that he managed to keep on amicable terms with as an agent of Blackwatch. His fiery, egotistical demeanour that had been nurtured in his days running with Deadlock was considered akin to Genji’s and so the pair often knocked heads over the most trivial of things.
However, Blackwatch and its stern Commander demanded that McCree mature quickly, and so his attitude towards the Shimada eventually mellowed out. However, their relationship never had the opportunity to recover thereafter for it was brought to a swift end following the Swiss base catastrophe.
McCree was not present at the event. Instead he respected his superior’s wishes to remain where he was when Reyes went to confront Morrison. Genji disagreed on this and attempted to persuade McCree into shadowing Reyes which only caused the gunslinger to fear for his Commander’s wellbeing. Admittedly, the two had come to an uneasy but solid agreement - ironically one of the first that they had shared - and they proceeded to follow Reyes but never succeeded in finding him.
verses
- MAIN.
- AU.
- GROUP.
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MAIN VERSE (FC).
{ Info to be added, although this is considered McCree's main verse, with his faceclaim being Santiago Cabrera. I intended for this verse to be more user-friendly with muses not associated with Overwatch. Will deviate into selective side-verses depending on the relationships that may develop }
STANDARD VERSE (OVERWATCH).
{ A bit self-explanatory, this verse will include 2D/3D versions of McCree (either comics/art or his actual in-game model icons) for interaction! Will deviate into selective side-verses depending on the relationships that may develop } -
VERSE NAME.
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VERSE NAME.
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ABOUT
NSFW tag | ;mightyfine
Tracked | sonofagunslinger
–The Mun–
Mun is 21+, so NSFW material will be posted and tagged accordingly. I am willing to write smut, but only with Muns over the age of 18. I’m friendly and approachable (well I try) although I have a short attention span and may on occasion forget threads and/or reply to ask responses promptly. At times, I may respond to one specific thread at a time. I can’t help this, and I apologise. If the muse is strong for one thread over another, I will reply to said thread more regularly.
However! I will not readily drop threads unless I really don’t have the muse for them (and I will notify you if I have done so).
I suspect that this blog’s activity will fluctuate often, and the Mun has a tendency to leave unexpectedly for a few days. Don’t be alarmed by this, for I always return.
I do accept starters, and jumping into my ask to plot is always welcome unless I have declared that I am not accepting new threads (this will be written in my description or in a post). I am a selective roleplayer. It really depends on how responsive my muse is.
I do not write starters with the intention of McCree becoming involved with another muse. The exception to this rule is if McCree has already met your muse and we have plotted something that concerns the possibility of their relationship becoming something more. It truly depends on chemistry, and a relationship can not be forced as McCree is generally averted to the idea anyway.
–The Muse–
Please note that ic =/= ooc. I repeat: in-character opinions do not equal out-of-character opinions. I can not stress this enough, so please, do not be offended by how McCree reacts to your muse. I write my muse to how he would react to the situation. I will not tame him to suit you.
I will be using his multiple visages in different verses. For instance: Faceclaim!McCree for one verse will be completely separate to his actual!face one. This also applies to any ABO/Werwolf/Vampire etc AU-specific verses!
If you have any further queries, send me an ask and I’ll get back to you!! c:
I want freedom as I run
I've got a bullet with your name on it.
An Independent rp blog for the infamous Gunslinger from Blizzard's Overwatch.And I want wind in my fire
Heavily Headcanon-based. This is a Multiverse|Multiship, Semi-Selective RP blog. Cross-Fandom/OC Friendly. Does not coincide with current timeline (post-recall) specifically.Please read the 'About'. Writer is 21+ | NSFW tag: ;mightyfine